My last two weeks have been a whirlwind of people, bus rides, adventures, textbooks and independence. Slowly the faces in the crowd become more familiar and less random and slowly things start to make sense and fall into routine.
This new lifestyle has definitely shown me that I can handle it, that I can manage as a self sufficient person and even though sometimes its hard and I wish I could just have someone else do it for me ( like my parents or a strong guy ), the feeling of accomplishment is totally worth the effort.
I’ve learned to appreciate the daily small things like public transportation which I’ve discovered allows me to interact with people and meet someone new and interesting almost every day. And with every conversation I become aware & realize how ridiculously big and diverse this world is.My sleeping schedule is absolutely outta control and I need to organize myself when it comes to that, I haven’t been able to figure everything out just yet. Sometimes I straight up think I’ll go crazy bananas & then reality brings me back with a text that makes me smile, a phone call that eases my mind, or a simple compliment from a stranger passing by.
I’m here to soak it all up, learn as much as I can & take advantage of every opportunity; attend every event and smile whenever possible.